girls are perfect when they’re pretty, hot, slutty, bitchy, self-interested, smart. to win in this world, to be happy, i realised, you should not have a heart.
it’s scary enough when you dream of someone you haven’t even seen before in your life. even scarier when it goes beyond that with 2. but well, they’re super good looking. so fucking weird though omg.
seriously. i need to surround myself with people who are smarter and cooler than me.
being super tired puts me in a weird mood, and state of mind.