no mood to pack. haha don’t even know how to make for 2 months, 3 countries.
Male Stripper Last night, my Red Hat friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us,my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill.She called the guy back, licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt...
can’t sleep. stressed. i don’t know how to deal with free time anymore. weirrrdd. considering i chose to take time off for myself.
): $ makes life sucks.
why i hate cities. the urban life traps you in a cycle of work and consume. work so you can consume, consume because there’s nothing else to do outside it. sick of it. i want natural space. where i can do things that don’t need the artificial currencies of money and pretence. i guess i’ve always desired a suburban-ish life since young. when asked if i preferred the...
last night i could not breathe. as i gasped for air i could feel my ribs thrusting forwards and backwards forcefully. and then i had no energy. one of the reasons why i shouldn’t live alone. i go into random life threatening conditions like that.
poppiesbreeze asked: make me a baby's breath headbanddd! <3
just a few days off studying and i uh..can’t quite bring myself back into it. can’t remember any of my fixed income stuff ;x i superrr hope i can just do korea, beijing, india. so i don’t need to study today/ work for the next 3 months.
oh gawddd. had the worst nightmare last night. bf said i screamed so loud and was crying. dafuq wrong with my head. ugh been so stressed and confused and restless it’s affecting my parallel life.
i’ve lost count of the number of housemates i’ve had in my life. it takes quite a toll on me. no matter whether we were close, when they leave/ i leave, i feel a little sad. some of us still keep in touch, but hardly. maybe it’s one of the reasons why i don’t really have close friends. or friends. i’ve gotten used to presence. we do our own things, yet it’s...